miami hunnys diary

miami_babe @ 2009-12-31T14:33:00

2009-12-31T19:34:02Z

how many days are you going to act, going to keep that fake smile ?
living a life where your now where close to it i dont think i can do that.
samantha your one of the many reaons why i wake up in the morning with a smile on my face
i need you in my life to know everything is ok.
being mad at you doesnt help and it doesnt slove anything ...
i need you
want you
everything about you just brings joy to my life and not having you is like someone took my heart out and throw it right in front my face ... you are my little sister and my love you know everything about me and i miss you

thingz

2009-12-27T00:19:05Z

god feelings are something different.
you have this feeling for some one but then you think bout it and your like
nahh not anymore ?
god i feel like i want a guy sometimes but then i go back and im like so i dont want a guy anymore ?
god !!!!

everything is so hard like nothing comes easy anymore i miss kindergraden </3 but wht im a suppose to do now ? you think bout it and its all ohh i wanna guy you get a couple in mind and a couple in your hand then you think i dont want one anymore ? god why im i like this , its not that im confussed ..or maybe i am ? but why would i be ?

two days before you said you loved me ...

2009-12-20T17:31:09Z

Its two days after he left me. Stranded useless and hopeless, everything a girl try’s to avoid from feeling. So what if he was a blood sucking creature why do I still feel like I need him with me? Everything is just a blur and blobs. Killing myself with old thoughts is not making it any better for my self! Tired, strange, full of time and nothing to do. The things you feel when you have time to take a step back and think. Never realizing the time consuming he was in my life. Now that he’s gone what do I do now? I was never good at the sulking but complaining yep, that’s me. Did anyone notice when you’re sad and you listen to the radio you only find sad songs? Gosh the things I missed in the two years he had me. Being free is a totally different feeling that being taken? I guess one plus my phone bill won’t be so expensive anymore! My story starts back a couple weeks ago when I found he’s cell phone with numerous calls to some Alisha girl. You think you know a person like really? Two years..... What does that tell you? Another trail and error. Karma is you out to get me or something? I wonder does every break up go through a phase in depression. Hmmm ….

my brother krishtan <3 03/01/1997/ - 10/16/2009/ <3 R.I.P.

2009-12-15T22:56:28Z

the day i met you was great till the day you left me.
everything you did was different and worth every second,
you the reasons why i live the way i do! following you and your motto is one of my treasures
you were my brother at heart and my best friend. always kind and never selfish. you thought me how to live with out regerts and how to live my life the way i want to and dont stop. you are the wishing star i look at in the night the one that shines real bright. your the angel that looks out for me. missing you would be an understatemant one without an explanation. no one can ever fill your shoes. your love. your beinging. you never complained and never critized. you were a modle to me and a great person many times i have told you that i loved you. and i ment it my favourite memorie would have to be the sleepovers and the talks and the reading stories to you before bed no matter how late it was the two books gren eggs and ham and cat in the hat would have to be read. you laugh and call thing one me and thing two you and ryan would be the cat in the hat. the thing that kept you laughing was hearing storys bout my day making fun of me as i went along. if it ever was a bout a guy you and ryan would give me this look and say hey hey this dude will have to pass through us first before you ever call him a friend! you were manny reasons why i laughed and had good times. you made me the prettiest necklaces and a pin that said my name on it with baby ducks. you were an amazing kid and a pleasure to be around. everyday of my life i would always feel safe to know that my baby bro is looking at me and that is the reason why i will smile and my heart will stop hurting for the lost of you. kris thanks for letting me in your world and getting to know you and letting me love you <3 <3

kisses

2009-12-03T02:18:15Z

i dont know how you got control or how you make my heart skip but you do
why you do is impossible to explain and harder to describe. when im down i know i can turn to you and you make it all better
age doesnt matter and place is just a thing on the map but where my heart sets for you ... closer then you can imagine
your my everyhting and anything compare to yo u is pointless
i dont care bout the flaws and the history
the bumps and the rocks
i just care bout you having me in your arms <3

baby

2009-10-28T21:01:03Z

i dont run your lyfe
its not up to me
but please dont let that baby suffur because you and the mom lost it
she never asked for anything
she never asked to be here
she was givin to you with a gift to make you smile
dont leave her in the dark
she cant say no
she needs you
please dont stop fighting
she misses her daddy and she wants you bak
who ealse will keep her safe and ok
her mom is not that strong
she needs her daddys arms
she needs your strength
please never give up on her
shes yours and you helped make her
shes everything you r
she needs to smile and not to cry
she needs her daddy not a poser
wht kind of daddy is going to leave his princess
with a loser ?
i know shyt happens but she is still her and needs you <3

cuteness

2009-09-20T18:26:06Z

your in my heart without an end YOUR MY SISTER MY LIFE AND MY BEST FRIEND <3
The only one that knowssss the way I think when im not thinking at all
The only one who cares for me when I forget too
The one that tells me im pretty when I feel ugly
The one that shows my feelings when I don`t know how too
The one that keeps me sobur when I get drunk
The one that’s keeps me straight when I go in curves
The one who tell the others to stop laughing when im hurting
The one that puts the band aid on my cut cause it hurts when I do it
The one who stays up late at night listing to my problems when I need help
The one who lets me make the plains when they r borad
<3 thats a true best friends and have sooo many of themmm <3

i miss my baiifriend remeber he the one with the ears high high and the belly big big ?
hear one day the man comes to me and hes like i need one bra but me and he get different size because he one da suh <3 lol

my goals

2009-09-03T16:35:29Z

goals for my life

loose all my weight for my sweet sixteen

get good and high grades in all my classes

give everything 110% in my life

work hard at school get payed by partying later

never forget the people in my life

be kinder to my parents

spend time with every one but dont forget who and where you are

get all my credits

make family very proud

work on my image

have fun

help everyone

be there for my friend and family

study / over look things everynight

live laugh love

spend money wisely

dont buy things that are not needed

plan my sweet sixteen

make friends

no drama

lef the bitches and ge the love you have from my friends

plan things out and work to them

do things now and dont wait

never change

day in the life

2009-09-01T15:11:08Z

Day after day you sit there watching me like a statue and when you had

The chance to say something to me you kept quit but now you expect to just come back into

My life after all theses years? Without an apology... who do you think I am?

Well I am the type of girl that doesn’t stand for guy’s bullshit and I hate it how you think you’re so hot!

That you can do anything you want well not to this chick and I think you should just get lost and don’t come back because am tired of being some

Lil rebound bitch for you and am better then that but you really don’t look what you have you just want more

And that’s just a waste of my time... so you can keep your gifts your love and your smiles and laughs to your self cause this girl is done and she doesnt have time for a guy like you

Thinking that she could be the one with you until she realized that your weren’t the one and you were a stranger in her life and she needs better then that

And you can’t be it! Times fly and days go by but the thought of her is still on your mind?

why she doesn’t like you move on and go after the girls you went for when you were with her cause your just regretting her not being in your life cause you

Never knew how much she meant to you but now she’s gone and you want her back

Calling her

Texting her

Messaging her

Get a hint buddy you fucked up and now there’s no turning back because you have to move on like she did

She rolled the dice and got odds and now she’s never looking back on you

She’s never coming back to you

So you have to face it

She was part of your world but you let her go and now she’s free so don’t talk to me!

no timeee

2009-08-28T22:41:17Z

i dont have time for you
your lies
your disrespect
your disrere to make me mirsesble
im more happy when im not with you
it hurts to bad when im next to you
you never look at wht you have you just have it
and thats not ok for me
i thought you where different but your not
your look so sweet and nice but your a monster on your own time
you hurt me in so many ways that i cant explain but its all true
and you never really cared for anything i had to do or say
you love flunting me to your friends but then i relized i was just
a toy for you and nothing i did really mattered for you and i was just
a accserorie in your world when i wanted to be something ealse
but then i relized i never really got anything i really wanted out of that reletion ship anyways

my baby girl

2009-07-31T15:44:17Z

you sit there like an angel from up above
your smile is like the stars and your eyes are like diamonds
your skin is so soft like the clouds and your laugh is one of a kind
when you look at me my heart melts inside
everything about you was magical and i didn`t know much the one thing i did know that was when i held you i found my new love
when you smile i smile
when you cry i cry
when you laugh i laugh
its like we were ment to be
but your in a better place now even tho i rather you be here with me
your love will always be with me
and your sprit will always be kept alive
one day i ll see you again and when that day comes my love will be renewed again
until that one day i wil never forget you
and you will grow with me untill time
but you are my lil angel and forever yor wings will fly <3

listner

2009-07-23T22:52:16Z

why is it that you make me feel so down to earth you sit there listing even tho its the most boringest shit you ever heard .. but your still there
the way you help me and make me feel better
is like you were always there and i never noticed but now i did and i love how were friends and i can count on you to come through.
your there when i need you anytime anyday ..... i just hope we stay this way friends. sometimes you give me one answer replys but i still get it and feel better to know that someone is tryin to help me with my probs and being older you went through half of this alreadyyy
the drama
the loss of friends
the probs with the parents .....
everything you tell me makes me feel better and im happy your back in my life ... and i hope you stay in it with out any wired standings

this bitchhh

2009-07-21T13:43:33Z

the lies you told , the fights we had , the mistrust , the everything that we had that always broke, i think its better if we weren`t friends ?
where the hell you get that line from ? but whatever i don`t need backstabbers and shit talkers in my life and im not coming back cause im tired of this! every month its something new , every week , everyday . no i wonder how we were ever friends ? but wht makes me laugh is how we called each other sisters ! please my friends dog is better ! if it was drama you always wanted then you came to the right person. but when drama started you always ran and hid behind others .... that doesn`t scare me hunny ! so when you grow up then come talk your bullshit to me cause this time i have noo time for you and your shit . sorry it had to be this way but its life and i guess your not making my wedding day ! sometimes you think you know who your friends are but then they never really cared. thank god your out of my life and im left with what i started with real best friends that are going to be there for me and not hid when i need them good luck when school starts but don`t talk to me when you see me in the halls cause your just going to ask for it and knowing me i ll give it to your sorry ass

ugly lys behind the mask

2009-07-17T00:45:29Z

tears , shame , blur , mad , sad , upset !
the way i look was my choice and i didn`t do a good job of it.
the tears that come to my eyes when i see myself .
the hurt i feel when ppl lye and tell me im pretty.
why im i so wide open to my flaws, but so blind to wht others see ?
mom im sorry im not the girl you pictured !
the prom queen type / prettiest girl on campus ! sorry thats not me !
fitting that shoe would be a wish ! but its not going to happin. doesn`t matter how many stars and candles i wish on !
i hate looking in the mirrors and seeing wht ppl think is pretty !
looking in the mirrors are like a bad dream but i cant wake up cause its not a dream its my life!
yelling at the mirror for the lies it shows me ? lies are true i guess that wht it means by the truth hurts !
i wish i was at least pretty .... and not the ugly shit i see everyday
the pills the blending the powder i wish i could stop !
i hid behind the mask i draw on everyday ... the life i created just with a brush!
the smile i draw on with my lip gloss
the eyes that cry i draw on with my liner and mascara
the red cheecks the glow when i smile is created by the thing i use sometimes i think its real and the smile and the eyes and the mask is real !
but when it comes with water i see my true self and i cry !
only to hope ne day it will stop and i can see what people see in me.
friends and family im sorry for the fake shit ive been pulling for almost 2 years now !
one day my mask will die and everyone can see the real mee ..... </3

my friend and her life

2009-07-03T00:09:14Z

ok everyone has friends that they watch out for there close friends and what not. but my friend preeti well she needs to get her act out!
she is wonderful , hot , and amazing. but the guys she dates are the reasons we fight ?
for one thing they never respect her !
they always cheat on her!
and its not like she doesn`t know they ever did these tings before !
i mean she knows before she dates them that they chated on other girls played around , slept with others but yet she stilll goes for them ?
and when i say someting and im just being a friend ! she comes out and starts shit with me cause im telling her wht to do ! this is like the thrid time this has happend and she never gets it. i mean she gets better faster but stilll

a child life

2009-06-30T15:32:04Z

ok this goes to my girl that might be losing both her parents but baby i want you to know you will never lose me <3

parents why do you fight in the middle of the night when all is asleep
parents why do you make us cry when we wanna laugh
and then you go and tell us that your going away for a lil while
parents its not going to happin
a lil while is like a life time sentence with out you </3
when mommy and daddy fight they say there mad and upset
and it will only be for a lil while ....
but then daddy is leaving out our front door ?
whts going on ?
some one help me ...
im crying inside and out but yet you still yell and shout !
don`t i matter anymore
you both leave me lying helplessly on the floor ?
i didn`t ask to come into this world !
people say im a blessing "a kid " from up above !
but why do i feel like a person and going away from myself ?
it hurts and pains
but its a love game ?
it works out and it doesn`t
what ever the reason daddy left i hope its not cause of me ?
parents thats wht a kids thought i when they see there parents leave and there not stuiped !
they know there not coming back !
there world goes from roeses and lillys to skulls and death ?
please parents take a stand be there for your child and not another hand !
we need you know then ever lean on each other and not by yourself !
your kids wanna help there apart of your life. and you can`t give it up
they want a daddy and mommy every day they wake up !
if your having prob. please work it out !
don`t let a child suffur from your mistake and misjudge ......
they wont be the same when you come back !
hold them and never let go cause if you do theres no point in living anymore and everyone looses whts there made of
no hope no fait no nothing to belive in
help your child today !
your child is the key to your reletionship <3
and if you can`t help your child atleast don`t blame them or take it out on them just let them know your there and you will never leave them <3

MY HEART ....... WILL GO ON

2009-04-10T15:34:24Z

MY HEART
"my heart skips a beat when your name is said.
my heart runs a mile when your in my head.
my heart stops when you walk by me.
   my heart freezes when you touch me.
my heart crys when your not with me ......
         my heart died when you told me you didn`t love me </3 "

WHAT MY HEART WANTS
"    The heart wants what it wants.
    gets what it needs , but when im with you my heart is
         pleased <3 "

LIVE IFE .........
" Live life not cry for tomorrow is another day and today is just another lie "

WITH YOU..........
i cryed for you
i laughed with you
i hugged you
i kissed you
i created a world with you
i watched movies withy ou
i told my secrets to you
i always belived in you
i loved you........

LOVE ME .....
love me for me... and not for something i can`t be !

THINGS I DO ...
The things i do i do it for you and all i needed was a thank you..
but you can`t seem to find the words
so let me sat them for you..
WHERE DONE and i`m through with you
im never coming back
ya, i wo uld love to see you find someone better
but you can`t cause i m one of a kind
its clear to me that you CAN`T HANDLE THIS
YOU CAN`T SEE THIS
YOU CAN`T TOUCH THIS ....
TOO BAD CAUSE YOU JUST LOST YOUR CHANCE
WITH THIS !

<3

miami_babe @ 2009-04-02T18:14:00

2009-04-02T22:31:39Z

love..... does anyone actually know what the word means? is it a feeling , or a thought , or even an object. i don`t know . all i know is that at one point in life you are going to expercience it and learn that it can be good and bad. love is unperdictable. it comes and goes like the autom wind. it comes in its very own sealed package. sometimes it is delviered and sometimes it gets lost and you have to find it . love is the new black everyone wants it . but sometimes they just don`t get it but they don`t stop looking for it. love is a big word sometimes people find what it means and sometimes they don`t. its like playing cards you never know whats going to happen. one day you might just win the jackpot and some days you might feel like the rain cold and tired and gray . but love is the closest thing we have to magic. and i`m not talking bout the pull a rabbit pout of the hat magic. im talking bout the magic you get when you one your first basket ball game and your standing there holding the gold medal. love works in different ways to different people. there is love at first sight and then there is love in a couple of years. when people say i love you do they mean it or do they just say it to make you feel good? at times love is like people it comes in different colours different cultures and different time zones. love is not only a four letter word it is the way of life. you have to understnd that love is like life it has good outcomes and then bad outcomes. LOVE should be under lock and key cause when you do feel it you feel great and wonderful but whe you feel it and it doesn`t work you feel like shit ! but no matter what feeling love is the way people live everyday. you feel love when your with your parents yo ur friends and family your boyfriend your girl friend its all love. love moves faster then a train. but love is different when you feel it and when you get it. but always be careful cause one day you will fall in love and when you do its going to be a brand new life with manny meanings that you never knew before. its going to re born you into something you never thoguht you could be,
before. and before you say i do make sure you know you do before you mis lead your life into something thats hard to get out of .

miami_babe @ 2008-12-06T16:49:00

2008-12-06T21:58:40Z

hey i know i told you guys bout the play im in. well i got the LEAD PART and its amazing its such a good story. anyways theres this problem at school with my friend mia likeing this guy and well he turned her down and i talked to him and he told me that he turned her down because he likes some one and when i asked him who? he said he likes me. and i told him i don t think so because mia liked him and then this morning he showed up at the beach and he had a teddy bear in his hand and he gave it to me and i was like i don tthink so im not like that. and then he got me flowers today and i found them at the door of me beach house i really hope this guy would leave me alone before i have to bring my guy friends into this. its hard but i think mia is the one hurting the most. she liked this guy for so long and i really hope she moves on because this guy is such a jerk. and i really hope i dont have to bring the BOYS IN
if you girls know wht i mean. anyways theres this guy named jamie and i like him alot and i have a big problem hes my brothers friend and hes a bit younger then my bro and i think he likes me too because one night we spent the whole day in my beach house and we made out its was different them all my other times my heart actually stoped.

miami_babe @ 2008-11-25T16:35:00

2008-11-25T21:43:34Z

hey y`all

hows it going ....... for me its school lol and theres this new guy in my english class can you say hottie! whoa he is so hot .....but NOT AS HOT AS YOU SHAWN I LOVE YOU lol. but there was this party me and my friends went to last weekend and we got the biggest hang over were so lucky that we slept over at mia`s house that night :P but all in all it was fun met some new people and had a blast at mia`s that night. crazy times i tell you. because me and friends are great BITCHES THAT LOVE EACH OTHER. ohh anyways i am in this new play and its for drama and its called the girl who wishes. the whole thing is about how a girl wishes shes a great actress and she gets her wish but has to face the problems it comes with

TTYL I LL GET MORE DETS FOR Y`ALL LATER
LOVES

my brothers

2008-11-23T18:28:15Z

omg i hate my bros. so bad not only are they very annoying but having 3 there is no room in this house. im glad i have the beach house to my self and they can have the house along with mom and dad. i don t understand how mom and dad can stand them i gusse years of perfect practice lol. i don t even know how they can get dates like megen and tina and leah.......like i love there girlfriends but i have no clue how they can put up with my brothers. like not even the army can have them in there or they would go mad. lol anyways thats not what i want to talk bout its not how annyoning they are its how wired how crazy how ............. everything. god like i live in my beach house thats were i am if you ever want to find me, but my parents and i are the only ones allowed to get in there because we have keys. but my brothers i have to live with them i have to be in the same house as them. omg if i wsay them one more time i think ill go mad. my brothers are ppl who love sports and love girls and love cars and since they are all able to drive they all leave to be with there friends and there girls but then im alone at home with mom and dad. and you might think thats bad but i love being home with them. belive me it s alot quiter. and less messy and it total looks like a house then i basket ball football and basebell hockey park . my brothers are very althletic and so im i but i just love dance and swimming. thats also were you kind find me o the beach or in the water. you ever hear the expresion things look different once you take a step back well its ture sometimes you look at miami as a party city or a haeven for rich ppl but to tel you the turth were just normal ppl like everyone ealse. EXEPT MY MONTERUOS BROTHERS! i hope miami stays like this forever i love this state forever. just think clear blue water hot sunny days endless days in your chairs the palmtree smell. the flowers the hotels the everything. im telling you if ur going to plain a vaction please come and relax in miami.......

miami_babe @ 2008-11-23T09:32:00

2008-11-23T14:57:07Z

omg ........................ today while walking down on the beach i was him..........standing there .............i thought i was going to cry .......or die
i saw his face as he turned around. my god his still beautiful. he looks at me his eyes meet mine. and slowly walks over to me doesn t know wht to say. and im glad cause i don t know wht to say i just want him to leave .......but he doesn t. he puts his hand on my shoulder and asks how im doing kid. thinking of him is the danger sign i see i can t ever be with him again even when sometimes i want to ...............for wht he did there is no excuse! ur boyfriends they cheat on you they lie to you they even treat you like crap. but wht he did is farr more wrost then that and having to find out on the day of ur annerviry is crazy. ryan i hate you for wht u did i still cant belive it to this day and to see you standing on the beach asking me how i ve been. i wish i could call the police. how can u do me that. they i treated you the way i loved you i didn t think i did anything wrong............but i gusse i wasn t enough for you ..............sleeping with my bestfriend.........thats low even for you i gave you a sconde look when i first met you. i was the first one u talked to. but at the end we dated for a year and we lost each other in away i didn t know i could lose a person. my heart stops when i think of you. my body shivers when i thnk of you........seeing you behnd that stand i court was crazy . i cried for so long thinking this wasn t ture. you distured my grade 8 year. you letme to belive that i could love you and care for you but all you were was a fake. the kisses the hugs the choclates . i should have known that u were up to something. but insted it was my friends that had to pick me up off the floor when i fanited that morning. u just sat there and watched. and it was my friends that had to tell me wht u were doing behind my back . SLEEPING WITH OTHER GIRLS ...........HAVING SEX WITH THEM ..............i ll tell you this im glad im not urs anymore cause for wht i herd i don t deserve to be. and seeing you this morning broke my heart. for you to come up to me and say HOW YOU DOIND KID. i wish i could have boxed you in the face!!!!!!! but all i did was say nothing and walked away looking back i saw her ......his new girl friend blonde and hot in the suns rays. as i started at her i could he was the same and that little honest heart of hers was going to be broken. so i thought i had to do something. so i watched her go to the fruit bar and i followed her as i reached there i told her my nmes miley........she said hi and the cutest tone she has and i asked her if she was dating that guy on the beach she said YES SHE IS ..............i sat her done and asked her where did she meet him. she told me the store. and i told her that if i was her i would dump him ...........i said that i don t think a nice girl like you should get ur heart broken like me . after she got the clue and she said that she was allawys thinking to . i told her don t wait or something bad is going to happend to you ......he asked me whts going to happend and i said you don t want to wait and find out belive me ...............and i left her like that . as i was walking home i was her and she saw me she ran up to me and said i did it i did it I BROKE UP WITH HIM .......AND I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS OFF MY SHOULDERS we stood there laughing and i made a new friend and ryan is left without a friend ...........FOR NOW.......I GUSSE. and to tell you the turth im glad i told her to break up with him because guys like that don t desvere girls like us.....................

cluesless

2008-11-22T16:26:31Z

hey girls and dudes

if ur a girl out there u know how fustrating it is t be with a guy..........OR TO GET ONE! everyone has been there so what is it that makes guys click? is it the hair or .........ect. well i have nooo clue. because girls its like this u ever alk down ur high school hallways and then from no where this so totaly cutie come out of no where and its like those movie seanes when the girl meets the guy for the first time. and then she see the perfect light around him and his hair is perfect. ya i ve been there. but then us girls stress out because we don t no wht to were or how to do are make up or how to do are hair. and then are girls are like SMACK in the face like CHICA GET A HOLD OF UR SELF ...............YOU LOOK PERFECT! lol it works some time but it doesn t hurt to look ok for him to notice u. but al u CHICAS OUT THERE PLEASE DON T LOSE YOUR SELF .............BE TURE TO UR HEART AND BE TURE TO UR SELF ............. we have to many fakes in this world allready. hope u get him sexy laadyssss .......................kiss kiss

boys

2008-11-21T23:01:15Z

hey everyone

it was so fun hanging down at the beach. i like feel so sorry for others living in canada or ppl living in cold countrys i love my florida. it was so fun cause today i met some guys playing beach volly ball and me and my friends asked if we can play and we total wiped them by like 8 to 5 we rock at that sport but i loved it anyways cause they were so nice and so fun to hang with. i mean for all u people living up in canada it like winter there isn t ? here its just fun in the sun. and oh my god there was this life gurd there today like omg he was so cute and his name is jhon. i know cute huh? anyways right now at this very second im so totaly tired of this stuiped over rted guys in this world like god just pick them up and give them away. if ur a girl and ur reading this like wht is so up with preveted guys alaways checking up on u or checking ur ass or its just never friends with any of them. like today at the beach my friend shawn like had to fight with this guy just to leave me a lone i know i talk like a crazyed bitch right now but im just so mad like why can t guys just be nice and sweet. insted of creepy and wried like all they want is ass. and it is so unfair to girls in this world that we have to suffer that because guys could be nice with u for a day then the next thing u know they want ur babys like thats not wht girls should be like i mean thats just plain out wrong. and if u live ur life that way thats fine im not bring u down its just i don t like guys that do that and i could honstly care less if anyone dissagrees to wht im saying. this is just me not you . but growing up having great guy friends are not bad because u well need them to live and u just love them for who they are and not because there just there. so to all my girls in the world if u read this just think of all the guys who tryed to put and pregnat and run on you and to tell u the turth im glad im not on of them.

friends fighting

2008-11-20T21:22:10Z

this is my first time using this online jounal
and its kinda ok i gusse .

anyways my friends need to chill out sometimes with there bitching like i love them so much but miley (thats me) can only take so much like shit ! you ever here anyone fight over a make up palet before like oh wow i gusse everyones been there the one stuck btw ur bffs in a fight but then u want to know how to get un stuck and there coming to u like ur the life gurd. like shit sometimes i like the guys better but then they have there momnents plus i dion t think i could go though one more game of there flinching MY ARM IS GOING TO FALL OFF . for u out there that doesnt know what flinching is. its when u sort of blink and u get to puch that prson in the arm 2 times stuiped i know but thats how i roll lol. anyways i need my arms for dancing plus everywhere i go the girls are calling up my sleve trying to kill me like omg i wish i could just catch a break. beign 15 is no picnic with my friends but you still love them in the end of the day i gusse. ohh please if anyone reads this pliz let me hear ur thoughts or ur exprince with ur friend fight so i would know how to handle my wild childs >